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PostSubject: Astraphobia [M] [Closed]   Sun Jun 17, 2012 11:08 pm

The only light in the room was the flash of the lightning. It cut across the sky and was soon followed by the boom of thunder and the pelting of rain upon the window pane. The man within the bed barely stirred as eyes remained shut. The long silver strands fell over one shoulder as he slept, for the moment allowing himself this peace. The thunder cracked again and Sephiroth shifted slightly.

The waterfall of finely spun silver cascade over the bare chest with the slight movement as the storm continued to buffet the windows. The sound of it echoed through the room as the blanket was unconsciously pulled up.

Sleep was a blessing, a moment when he didn't have to wonder where his sons were and what they were doing. An event that occurred far too often.


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PostSubject: Re: Astraphobia [M] [Closed]   Sun Jun 17, 2012 11:29 pm

Kadaj had known the storm was coming since early that afternoon. The sky was darkened by the thick clouds and the wind had picked up - it always picked up before a storm. It had surprised him when it didn't come exactly when he predicted it - he'd become very good at it over the years.

He continued to look out across the garden as the rain began to fall and then pour, his arms folded on the window sill. His fingers dug into his forearms as the first rumble of thunder came but he forced himself to stay where he was.

He needed to get over this, and the only way to do so was to watch the storm.

Even a few lightening strikes later he was doing well, a little panicked and his skin clammy, hair standing a little on end... He looked up as he realised what it meant and dove to the floor, head between his knees and his arms over his head. There was an almighty crash and even with his eyes tightly squeezed closed he saw the flash of light.

Slowly he untangled himself and shaking got to his feet, looking out of the window for any signs of where it struck and in the darkness was unable to see anything. The shaking wasn't going to subside, and by this point he could hardly draw a breath because his chest was so tight.

It took all his effort to get himself across his bedroom and into the hallway, another flash and crash of thunder making him almost jump out of his skin as he dashed to his father's room, slamming the door behind him and leaning against it.

"Dad..?" He managed to rasp, slipping to the floor.
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PostSubject: Re: Astraphobia [M] [Closed]   Sun Jun 17, 2012 11:40 pm

The sound that echoed through his bedroom woke Sephiroth up in an instant. He should have known this was coming even though a part of him thought it childish that Kadaj was still frightened of storms. It had been normal as a child but certainly as a teenager he would have outgrown it. Though once again that seemed to not be the case. It was made abundantly clear by Kadaj's burst into his room and he needed to hold back the annoyed sound.

Well sleep had been a blessing until Kadaj had appeared.

Sephiroth rolled over onto his back and a hand was lifted. Long fingers ran through his hair towards the back of his head before they were lifted away with a slight shake of the hand. It would be another one of those nights. "I'm awake Kadaj."


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PostSubject: Re: Astraphobia [M] [Closed]   Sun Jun 17, 2012 11:49 pm

"Garden... it struck..." He murmured, breathing heavily. With considerable effort he got to his feet and went to the bed, flopping onto the edge of it, still shaking. "I'm sorry... I tried..."

He knew that his phobia drove his father almost to despair and he had tried so hard to not let the storm affect him, to be stronger and know that he was safe, that it was outside and couldn't get to him.

Well, it could, in theory. He had studied it enough to understand that all too well.

"...Please?" He muttered, shame creeping into his tone as he managed the plead but not the question itself. He knew his father would know what it was, he'd heard it enough times before.
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PostSubject: Re: Astraphobia [M] [Closed]   Mon Jun 18, 2012 12:19 am

Sephiroth gave a sigh as he relented to the pleading voice. Kadaj was far too old for this but if he didn't he knew the boy would keep him awake all night with his fear. It was annoying to be certain that a teenager would be so scared of some loud noises but there was nothing to be done. He shifted away and motioned to Kadaj.

Nothing could be done about this so it was just better to give up and let Kadaj do as he would.

"Get some sleep," Sephiroth finally said as he waited for Kadaj to enter the bed beside him. In some ways the other two were decidedly easier to deal with than Kadaj.


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PostSubject: Re: Astraphobia [M] [Closed]   Mon Jun 18, 2012 12:25 am

Kadaj crawled under the duvet, shifting closer to his father and curling into his side the same way he would when he was a young boy. It was comforting to be close to him, it always had been - it was also the fastest way to stave off his panic attacks, but he wouldn't admit that to him. He appeared weak enough as it was.

He rest his head on Sephiroth's chest, his leg ending up slightly draped over his father's. He waited to be told to move over, knowing that laying as he was wouldn't last.

"I'm sorry," he said quietly. "I'll try to sleep."
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PostSubject: Re: Astraphobia [M] [Closed]   Mon Jun 18, 2012 12:50 am

There it was, that pitiful sounding apology. Sephiroth felt the body that curled close to his own and rested against his chest. He had never been all that comfortable with physical contact and had always insisted that meant that his bed was not his sons' bed. Usually it worked but during a storm Kadaj was a special case. He had not been able to turn the boy away as a child.

But now as a teen it was problematic.

Sephiroth shifted slightly as he felt the leg that was across his own. "Just do your best."

But whether Kadaj slept or not he had to.


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PostSubject: Re: Astraphobia [M] [Closed]   Mon Jun 18, 2012 1:14 am

Kadaj gave a small nod, knowing that moving or speaking now would be a bad idea - his father had to work in the morning, he was aware of that. Heck, he had school - not that he felt like going in the state he was in, but his phobia was something he'd managed to keep from his friends at school.

The rhythmic rise and fall of Sephiroth's chest and the soft beat of his heart against Kadaj's palm were soothing and he could feel the panic slowly ebbing away despite the odd rumbles of thunder. As long as there was no lightening visible (the sheet flashes in the clouds didn't bother him so much any more, though) he would manage some sleep eventually.

He shifted a little closer, his leg tangling with Seph's a little more. He'd move, soon. He just needed to stay close a little longer.
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PostSubject: Re: Astraphobia [M] [Closed]   Mon Jun 18, 2012 1:23 am

The move of the body caught Sephiroth's attention very quickly. Kadaj was pressed against him, closer than he had been before. When he was a child it had been one thing but the closeness could only be viewed as improper. "Stay there."

It was already too close for comfort and any further and Kadaj would probably be on top of him. And that mostly certainly would be improper. He shifted his body slightly and leaned back against the pillows. All he would have to do was wait until Kadaj fell asleep and then he could put some space between their bodies. That was how it always happened.


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PostSubject: Re: Astraphobia [M] [Closed]   Mon Jun 18, 2012 1:32 am

"'Kay."

The response came out as a half asleep murmur, his head nuzzling Seph's chest a little more, though he was none the wiser to having done it. Now he was falling asleep it wouldn't take long for him to be completely dead to the world - being of an anxious disposition meant he didn't sleep long so his body was used to taking the opportunity and throwing him in as deep as possible as fast as possible.

His entire body relaxed as he eventually drifted into REM sleep.... Almost all his body in any case...
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PostSubject: Re: Astraphobia [M] [Closed]   Mon Jun 18, 2012 2:13 am

Sephiroth was relieved to realize that Kadaj was nearly there even when he gave his answer. Soon enough he would fall asleep and there would be his chance to escape. He cared for his son however this was growing to become rather tiring. Sephiroth shifted slightly away from Kadaj in order to reassert some personal space. Now he would just have to wait until Kadaj slept soundly to pull the rest of the way away from him.

Lightly a hand dropped to touch Kadaj's hair.


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PostSubject: Re: Astraphobia [M] [Closed]   Mon Jun 18, 2012 2:20 am

Kadaj's lips slowly curved into more of a smile at the touch, a soft sound of contentment coming from him. Awake or asleep he was always going to react favourably to it.

"Just like that," he purred, still asleep. His hips shifted as he bought his leg back towards him a little, the unmistakeable hardness in his pyjama pants brushing against Seph's leg. Another quiet noise came from him at that contact but he didn't rouse from his slumber.
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PostSubject: Re: Astraphobia [M] [Closed]   Mon Jun 18, 2012 2:31 am

What had once been a gentle touch trying to soothe away the fears had become something so completely different. Sephiroth could feel the bulge that pressed against his leg and a growl nearly escaped. His son was lying beside him, his hard on pressed against him, and Sephiroth could count on one hand the number of times he had had sex in the years since the triplets were cast upon him.

The hard on pressed against him was an aggressive reminder of just how long it actually had been.

Unfortunately that reminder came in the form of his son and Sephiroth's fingers quickly drew back away from the hair.


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PostSubject: Re: Astraphobia [M] [Closed]   Mon Jun 18, 2012 2:40 am

Kadaj gave a very quiet grumble at the touch stopping but the annoyance was extremely short lived as he was lost in sleep and swirling dreams, interrupted only by an itch on his thigh that his hand instantly gravitated towards and relieved. The effort to move it back was swapped in favour of leaving it where it was, though it wasn't long before it slipped from his thigh onto Sephiroth's, his fingers inadvertently lightly brushing over his crotch before it found it's resting place.
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PostSubject: Re: Astraphobia [M] [Closed]   Mon Jun 18, 2012 2:49 am

Any chance of believing he was safe quickly disappeared as Kadaj's hand moved against him. It moved over his crotch and rubbed against it. It was slowly bringing his own cock to life, forgotten for so many years other than dreams and the use of his own hand. Kadaj's hand stopped and just rested against him, touching him through the boxers.

Silently he cursed himself for not sleeping in pants, but then again he hadn't planned for any of this teenage sons to be groping him.

There was a growl and Sephiroth reached down. He needed to get rid of that hand.


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PostSubject: Re: Astraphobia [M] [Closed]   Mon Jun 18, 2012 2:54 am

Kadaj stirred with a frown, managing to open one eye to blearily look at his father. "What's wrong?" He went to shift his weight to his hand so he could sit up, frowning a little more as he wondered what his hand was on...

... And then both eyes opening widely as he realised.

"I'm so sorry," he managed to stutter, in enough shock at where his hand had somehow landed to forget to move it from there.
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PostSubject: Re: Astraphobia [M] [Closed]   Mon Jun 18, 2012 3:06 am

Sephiroth took a few deep breaths as he felt the hand that rested there on his slowly developing erection. The green eyes flashed towards him, a warning to remove the offending hand before he removed it himself. Son or not he would forcefully do so. All the while his body had betrayed him, reacting to his son's touch like he was some common whore touching him.

Perhaps it was because it had been so very long. Maybe he should have taken up the offer of the male whore that always was trying to pick up the wealthy businessmen on their ways home.

He knew the man made off well considering the amount of frustrated men who seemed to come to work the next day with obvious limps which did not come from their wives. It was a need to not leave his sons alone for too long and a very strong desire for sleep that kept him from doing so. And he was above paying the garish red head that prowled the streets.

There was no telling what he carried and Sephiroth was not keen on endangering his health.

"Kadaj, remove your hand."


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PostSubject: Re: Astraphobia [M] [Closed]   Mon Jun 18, 2012 3:14 am

As if moving too fast would break something, Kadaj very carefully removed his hand, all the while looking like a rabbit caught in the headlights. He was already rationalising to himself that clearly it was an accident, and the reaction was an entirely natural response to another person touching you there.

He was sure his cheeks were flushed red enough that they could be seen in the darkness of the bedroom. "Sorry..." he muttered again, hating how often he found himself saying the word, no matter how much he meant it.
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PostSubject: Re: Astraphobia [M] [Closed]   Mon Jun 18, 2012 3:57 am

Sephiroth took a slow breath as he tried to force his half erection back down through sheer willpower however foolish it may be. He shut his eyes as he tried to focus on something decidedly unsexy and settled for one of the executives of the company. The one with the annoying laugh and a very fake bosom. Out of her and the prostitute he would risk it with the prostitute.

Of course he was pretty sure she had slept with the prostitute and might actually put him out of business if it were not for that annoying laugh. Though she was probably even more diseased.

Eyes finally opened as a hand ran roughly through his hair.


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PostSubject: Re: Astraphobia [M] [Closed]   Mon Jun 18, 2012 4:10 am

"Dad... how long has it been since... you know? I mean, you must have since Jenny..."

The question was out before Kadaj could stop himself and he cringed a little at having the audacity to ask it considering what had just happened, but there was no taking it back.

He was also curious considering how readily his father's body had reacted to the accidental touch. That part of him wanted to know if he would react more, even though he knew it was wrong to think that way.
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PostSubject: Re: Astraphobia [M] [Closed]   Mon Jun 18, 2012 4:20 am

Sephiroth blinked suddenly at the question. He wanted to tell Kadaj that it was none of his business, wanted to tell him most kids didn't want to know about their parents' sex life or even admit to themselves that their parents had sex. "Kadaj if you can't say it I am not going to answer that question."

Even talking about it the first time had been awkward. Sephiroth could still remember the looks on their faces when he had sat them all down for 'the talk'. While he had been able to tell them the basics it had not gone much past 'this is how you do it, use condoms, don't let a bitch screw you over'.


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PostSubject: Re: Astraphobia [M] [Closed]   Mon Jun 18, 2012 4:27 am

Kadaj remembered the talk all too well, but not for the sheer horror that most young boys experienced - for the fact that he had desperately wanted to ask what the heck two men did, but didn't have the courage to ask. Especially not in front of his brothers.

He knew the answer now... it wasn't hard to find that answer with the internet available, and someone had certainly been browsing a specific sort of website that gave him his answer very, very quickly.

He took a deep breath and tried again. "How long has it been since you last had sex?"
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PostSubject: Re: Astraphobia [M] [Closed]   Mon Jun 18, 2012 4:44 am

Well now that Kadaj had actually said it Sephiroth knew he would have to answer as he had insinuated he would. A sigh escaped past his lips and the blanket was pulled back over his lap. It hadn't grown any harder but neither had it gone away. "Your brothers and you were three. For some reason I was unable to obtain a babysitter for any of you after that age."

There, he had said it and a part of Sephiroth wished Kadaj had been like his brothers and horrified by the prospect of talking about this with him. Or like any other normal teenage boy, rather than trying to find the answers to his questions.

Giving them basic information was not difficult, however this was asked of his personal life, a life sons shouldn't be interested in.


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PostSubject: Re: Astraphobia [M] [Closed]   Mon Jun 18, 2012 4:50 am

It was more of a revelation than he expected it to be, and he felt his jaw physically drop. "Dad, are you serious? You haven't gotten laid in thirteen years?"

He couldn't help but feel guilty for it - though it wasn't him who posed the most problems with the babysitters, he hadn't always made it easy for them either. Most people were simply not equipped to deal with triplets.

"We haven't needed a babysitter for ages. Why didn't you.... Though it does explain all that porn..."
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PostSubject: Re: Astraphobia [M] [Closed]   Mon Jun 18, 2012 5:07 am

Sephiroth set his jaw as his eyes landed on Kadaj and his dropped jaw. Once again not a normal teenage reaction. He remembered one of his own friends walking in on his parents and Sephiroth had been forced to spend the entire day with Angeal and listening to the mental scarring that had been inflicted upon Genesis. And yet here Kadaj was actually asking him.

"In case it has escaped your notice I work in order to keep your brothers and you clothed, fed, and housed, not to mention the times I have needed to post bail on any of you among other expenses. Between work and being kept away until your returns to make sure none of you have been arrested or killed the only thing I truly desire is sleep."

At the mention of porn a single silver eyebrow was lifted. "Kadaj...."

It was a warning sound, nearly a threat for him to drop it.


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